"Tonight there is a lurid sunset, taking its time to fade. In the east, lightening flickering over the unslung sky, then suddenly thunder, an abrupt door slammed shut. The house is like an oven, despite my new fan. I've brought a lamp outside; sometimes I see better in the dimness"

oh my oh my oh my do I ever NOT want to work tonight!! It's the first day of real sun i've seen in awhile not to mention that I desperately wanted to go to the show tonight. The one night I have something to do OTHER than watch trashy t.v. and eat nachos is spent sweating behind a couter with a group of people who are also equally as anxious/pissed off as I am about being there...

Allison left for Ottawa today and offered no confirmation as to when she will be coming home. Seriously, I can't help but be slightly upset; she is married! She would kill me if she read this. It just sucks, my best friend who could likely be the funnest, craziest, most adventerous person I know is going to Ottawa and returning with a live-in boyfriend. Terriffic. I don't want to sound like a bitch in the mud, it's just frusterating. On the other hand, she is happier than i've seen her in months so i'm being selfish by trying to meausre the integrity of her intentions. Bottom line: I'm dried up, gaining weight and sick of day-time T.V.

I swam to the island today, all by myself!

I also upset my Mother.

and I ate strawberries and whip cream on the dock in the sun. I found hotdogs in the freezer and ate that shit up.

Then I was interrupted by a monster!

and we're out.

baw chicka baw wah!