I feel bla bla

I think it's because I have pms and because I know that i'm confined to this house for the next 24+ hours. I would like it to keep snowing, but only so that I have an extra day to finish my poetry assignment. I feel like i've been neglecting people lately. What makes me feel worse is that I know that a lot of people have crazy stuff going on, and i've just been kind of neutral. Well, obviously I don't feel indifferent to their pain; I just haven't invested the energy into the friendships I care about.

On a goodnote, I got a lot accomplished today! I even washed my hair (which I haven't done in like, 6 days). AND, I made a list of stuff we do/don't have for the ppartie.

I think I want to go to the Marquee on Wednesday night and get really drunk and dance a lot. Come with me, someone. Please? I know this'll be one of the last opportunities for me to go out for awhile since i'm going to be bombarded with papers and assignments in two weeks. The other night when I was at the Broken Social Scene show, when using the washroom, I started thinking about how one in four (or is it five woman) have genital herpes. It was weird. All night after that, I kept looking at people and wondering if they have herpes. Does anyone else find it strange that it's such a high ratio? gross. It's like the Syphllis of the 21st century (minus the insanity).

Apparently the schools have already been cancelled tomorrow! Alison just came down and did a little dance and I think that's what she was trying to tell me. That's good. I'll continue to clean out my room and throw out useless things that I once cared about, drink coffee, read, feel lonesome and download music.

Snow, fuck off.

I want someone to burn me a cd and/or come over and watch t.v. with me. I'm having one of those nights where I just want someone around. Mostly someone who wants to watch a pointless movie that will barf itself at me and not allow me to think about anything constructive or philosophical. Something like "She's All That" or something equally as shallow. I hate that Nicole, Jason, Erin, Darcy and Evan get to hang out and i'm stuck here watching Ashlee Simpson (okay, that's a lie, I have a crush on Ashlee Simpson), but i'm boooorrreeeeeddddddd.

I think i'll eat a lot of food and fall asleep. Either that, or have a bath. My toenail is ripping off completely and it's stressing me out. I want to play in the snow snow! I want to walk across the lake to an island or something, or go snowshooing.....or sledding! I just had some wine with dinner and then a lot of caffine.

Is it so wrong that I actually enjoy listening to the Dangerous Minds soundtrack? or is it so right? I'm going with the latter.