-My hair isn't naturally blond so i'm not a natural air head
capeesh??

Tonight while I was at Allison's house her little sister got attacked by a pitbull, terrifying. Gashes and cuts all over her face and neck and her ear was literally ripped open. I felt so horrible for her, I was also scared that Allison was going to punch the dog in the face, good thing she didn't.

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My Mom made veggie burgers for the 2nd time this week


I'm frusterated with boys and their geographical insufficencies and their pretty jaws and crooked smiles. I want to meet a complicated boy who lives on the same body of land as me, hell, I would even settle for Europe. I feel like things are working backwards as details become fuzzy and word-for-word encounters fade into the blandness of mundane conversations. That's all they were anyways; conversations that were amplified because they were heavy with circumstance. I know why I'm content; the only ideal relationship I have ever had lasted 3 days. Three days of honeymoonish, flirty, electric touchy, perfect make up, butterflish, tiny kissy, no sleep, empty stomach, smiling, sedated, fun. I wish crushes would last forever.

Maybe this means i'm shallow, maybe i'm brainless, but I have no shame in this notion. And i'm off....

Last night I dremt that a metallic spider painted black with tiny silver diamones embedded in its back crawled along my carpeted floor. Yuk. I hope I dream about chocolate cake, sometimes you just need to eat cake, even it it's only in a dream.

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Sarah