I made $24 in tips last night. I'm soooo proud of myself, i'm on this whole not-spending-money kick and i'm doing soooo well. Right now I have $100 in my wallet from tips alone, I get $300 on Friday and I haven't even touched my last paycheck. I FEEL IN CONTROL.

Lately i've been thinking about just how much I appreciate my friends, seriously, I can't think of a smarter, more talented, more creative and more attractive group of people. So many of them have passions that they feel so strongly about, it's really encouraging. I love being in a room and looking around and seeing photographers, psychologists, artists and film makers, it's encouraging. Sometimes I wish that I could pin point exactly what my 'passion' is. I mean, I love music and reading and fashion and photography but I feel as though i'm overshadowed by everyone elses talent. I just wish that I could have that one thing that modivates me. My major is English but I'm not sure I can see myself persuiting a career in that direction. My mind is so busy, my budget so limited. If I could do anything it would be to travel for months at a time, just disappear and drift in and out of life.

xoxox