I think you're the best and so do you.

The last few days have been pretty wonderful. Perfectly wonderful. I am happy. Today was great; I biked, shopped and ate barbequed chicken in the sunshine. And now it's time to dance dance dance! Summer is almost over and it still feels like it's just beginning. I want my apartment though. bang bang. Deanna leaves tomorrow, i'm a little sad. She's a fun girl and so much different than I initially thought.

I got so many wonderful things on my shopping expidition today! Hot turquoise stillettos, flat rocketdog ballet shoes, a Miss Sixty pink shirt and a little tan jacket blazer thingy. yay. Willis approved all of the items so I hope they look okay.

I feel witt riden and deliriously calm and soothed. I just feel tired but in a good way, hungry but not weak, attractive but not beautiful. I feel ambigious but more to the happy end of the spectrum than the sad. I'm excited to learn and expand my mind but i'm detesting the elimination of beach, bike rides and pure laughter that is uninterrupted by the stress of school and my never ending syllabus. Oh well. Dems the breaks.

Tomorrow will be fun! Painting, beach, Dad's b-day, movie and possibly the Economy Shoe Shop. The only problem is that events like these always arise when someone is leaving. Deanna is going to Quebec in two days, hense the string of events. The night we celebrated Jill's departure to Yale seemed magical, almost too good to be true. Dressed up girls drinking martinis and dancing in a park illuminated by soft lights that cast a lace shadow on the concrete. So pretty and fun and perfect and sweet. Then the fun is gone and a person is stolen with it. There is something uncomfortable about knowing that the next time i'll be able to feel relaxed and carefree is Christmas--that's more than three months!

I know not a lot of people read this but I want you all to know that I love you, that i'll miss you when school work steals me away and that you have all made this summer spectacular. xoxoxo

P.S. ill post pictures from the beach soon.