Today is weird. I don't feel angry or upset at all, I just feel old and tired and indifferent to everything.
I really want to do an exchange program next year and go to Europe or Australia and see the world and meet amazing people. My Dad and I were talking about it tonight and he was saying that it really doesn't matter whether or not I go with a friend because after a few weeks i'm going to have met so many people it won't matter. I think it would force me to be independent and reach outside of myself instead of always having the crutch of a familiar face to remedy the anxiety of unfamiliarity. I've lived here my entire life and I've never really felt content. I don't know if i'm a snob or if halifax is too small; either way, I need a serious change.
How perfectly 'emo'.
This entry is worse than 1,000 pap smears.
I want to go shopping and buy new clothes. I want to dress up pretty and go out dancing. I want all things superficial. yes? no? maybe so.
I really want to do an exchange program next year and go to Europe or Australia and see the world and meet amazing people. My Dad and I were talking about it tonight and he was saying that it really doesn't matter whether or not I go with a friend because after a few weeks i'm going to have met so many people it won't matter. I think it would force me to be independent and reach outside of myself instead of always having the crutch of a familiar face to remedy the anxiety of unfamiliarity. I've lived here my entire life and I've never really felt content. I don't know if i'm a snob or if halifax is too small; either way, I need a serious change.
How perfectly 'emo'.
This entry is worse than 1,000 pap smears.
I want to go shopping and buy new clothes. I want to dress up pretty and go out dancing. I want all things superficial. yes? no? maybe so.
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