You're nothing to me but baggage

Reputation Has Blunted Me

Friday, January 20, 2006

And I've got two more bottles of wine.

Right now there is a bottle of rose (accent over e) wine sitting beside me. The wine is here for two reasons: the first is as celebration wine, the second, sympathy wine. I am supossed to be finding out whether or not i'm accepted to AIU today. However, I just called their office and apparently I won't know until tomorrow. Anyways, I am inserting a plan C for drinking wine: I want to get drunk and feel good. I think I might go to The Khyber tonight. However, laziness is seeping into my bones and I may just drink this lovely bottle of wine alone and fall asleep in my warm bed.

I also realized that I kind of told a "white lie" on my application. I mean, it's normal to have at least one line of bad credit when you're a 22 year old university student right? I may have managed to brush over that small tidbit of information. I think it's the unspoken rule of thumb for all young students. I have this fear of the admissions office calling me and saying: "Hey, remember the time that butchy security guard chased you out of Walmart when you tried to buy a $40 DVD player with a invalid credit card? You are not accepted based on this premise." I wish I didn't worry about silly things.

Yesterday I went for lunch with a co-worker. I saw an old friend of mine nezzeling up to a really ....unfortunate looking guy. I'm not saying that it matters that he was unattractive, that is not the point! The point is that she has a very loving and loyal boyfriend. It makes me sad when I see things like this happening. I mean, if my boyfriend was cheating on me I would hope someone would have the decency to tell me. So what do I do? We're not friends anymore. Plus, i'm not entirely sure it was her. I also got to meet this co-worker's (not the nezzling girls) new "flame." He was very quiet and the only time he ever really said anything was a joke about Osama BinLadin....charming!

I am going to drink this wine now. If anyone has anything interesting going on tonight, call moi!

4 Comments:

  • At 8:30 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    bear, hotmail won't let me find your phone number and i'm drunk-sad and drama and really want to talk to you. if you get this, call me- 203-946-0776. if not, i'll erase my number tomorrow. hopefully then i'll feel better.

    J

     
  • At 9:10 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    jill we can't call long distance, not even to say "hi its me! call me back!" they just won't let us.
    ~N

     
  • At 10:30 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    yeah, i can't either. i was going to use j's calling card. anyways, i was upset last night and would have called, but, hotmail, where your number was stored wasn't working- of all times. anyways, i'm a little better today. but, i still want to talk. when i come home from the brary (where i am currently), i will try and call you girlies.

    miss you,

    Jillian

     
  • At 11:06 AM, Blogger Saraiu01 said…

    call here! IT WILL BE OH K! I will be here until probably around 9 p.m. tonight. Call between six and nine. Sorry we are lame and don't have long distance....

     

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